Trying hard....
Trying everyday
Yet I am still the same
And so are my days......
I wish I could learn to learn the ways
That don't bother me anymore
And forget what this life brings
Yet I stay in this role
And forget the purpose of my soul!
I want to overcome the ME
To give up the feeling of belongingness
To not bother....rejections or acceptance
To live with my heart and mind full of
PEACE.
I wish to live it all today
May there be no tomorrow
Because that makes me plan and dream
And I feel the shoes I am in
I start to bother....
I put efforts....
To make things right and pleasing
Knowing it is not meant to stay after this life.