You know I will love you....Always!

 

My hair are getting thinner

May turn grey too,

I won't have the perfect body 

Might smile with wrinkles soon!

Will that change the way you see me?

Will these changes matter to you?

***

"Love is blind" I have read that many times

Today I realise it does hold TRUE.

love is not seeing....it is feeling!

I do remember your sunkissed face when we were 25 and you held my hand ...

But more I remember your warmth...your touch brought!

That feeling has become indispensable now.

We are aging ! Better-half!

Wasn't that what we wanted?

We wanted to grow old together ❤️ 

To make a happy home.....

have kids...a girl and a boy :) ....and

Witness each other mature :) 

***

I hope....

In the coming years we grow more kind...

We make people around experience simplicity of being happy...

May we always be givers....and 

May we always do the best we can !

Jab jeet..haar ho

 

इतनी दुविधाओ के बीच

अंतर्मन की चिंताओ के बीच 

खुद को संभालती हूं 

खुद को समेटती हूँ

फिर भी सिमटी सी मैं 

सबको अधूरी सी लगती हूँ .

हर परीक्षा में खरी उतर के भी 

असफल ही दिखती हूं

I can be.... if i try to be !

 I always felt what I have,

Is enough....It always felt fine.

Yet today.....I want more!

I want to be, what I know I can be!

Even if I always had enough to spend,

Time, money, even efforts....

Yet today.....I want more than enough!

I want to be, what I could have been!

I do not want to give up

Pick excuses or forget today,

I want to shine not survive

I want to be really ME for the rest of this life!

I might forget, go back 

to being satisfied and silly

So I write here, to remember clear

There is nothing ! That I can't be!

 

They are not my roots

But they have kept my memories safe!

They long for my care,

Remember my talks...

And miss me when I am not around.

.

I wish you everything good Nana, Nani ❣️

Because of you, I get to experience what grandparents really are🙏🏼