The sleep fight

Its late
Quite late
For a new mommy to be awake!
Specially if she's tired
If she has a restless day...
When her physical self has given up
But the mind looks like ....is still awake!
The heart still wants to feel more....good


***
It is so difficult to convince my mind
To make it go to sleep.......to make it believe ...today is over.....we have tomorrow to work again....
I don't belive in tomorrows now! Because they never come. What comes and stays is Today!

A LIFE I chose TODAY !

life is still a race

like it was a decade ago!

Honestly, 

every day was not happy or great for this timid one

but I have lived each day,

with dreams

some fears

a little hope

lot of efforts!

I am BETTER

I am climbing

I am achieving

I am happy...I can say that without a second thought

.....but it is still a race

to be happier...to be better......

to be beautiful....to be richer.....

But that was never my goal

because somewhere deep inside me

I have always been satisfied

with what ever came my way !

I never longed for more than what is enough.

So now on

I will not run to be better

I will stand by and watch the race...

I will enjoy my tea and my bun,

from a distant shade :)

I chose to be carefree from today :)

***I already feel happy writing this 

sometimes we write to feel good,

and sometime writing helps us decide

what the mind is upto....!

This Run

Lost in my small world

sinking in the house chores

with half shut eyes

I head towards the kitchen
and try to be the woman with superpowers!

Sometimes when my day ends
and I give it a thought of how days pass by...
I find myself pacing up....
not in an air conditioned office,
but yeah in the shoes I am in.

Honestly, we all are the same
you have your reasons to speed up,
and I have mine!

What satisfies me more is that
there's nothing much we can do
about all the things that we create...
about all the efforts that we took...
in a relationship
in a task, a project, a meeting
but yes they do matter for now,
they do create something better for my bodily world.

Lost love

Morning was dead silent
I managed to look above my blanket
Hoping to see you sleeping near...
When you are no more....here!
You are no where
And you will never be
We all are left behind
With memories in our hearts so clear
When you are no more here!
We love you
We miss you
We have memories.....
From the very first day when we saw u...
And you shivered even on our lap
You were incredible
I wish I could hug you and tell you
But...you are no more here