My heart felt warm and safe
In her motherly embrace.
Memories filled my brain
Her love filled my eyes...
And did not stop there...
I wish you always stay !
It is heart breaking to imagine losing a loved one.
I know this bitter truth now
Time doesn't heal.
We just grow old....and learn to live with or without our loss.
Elders say -
"Being born in a specific family
In a specific environment,
Is all Gods plan!
He wants us to learn what we couldnt in our last life" and when a sould leaves, their purpose is fulfilled.
Isnt this carrying the past?
And then we talk about forgetting forgiving people in this life!
Can we not just live without burdening self
With man made theories!
Theories like the definition of being a good human being!
How to behave....when to do what....
Why not to live for self !
Why not to argue....fight....speak your heart....hurt people when it is needed!
Even though it doesnt really make sense.
And I talk about myself here...
I think
It wouldnt matter to me if I lose or win an argument,
I think the way I fight....or my reasons ending in a fight will make me sad even before the result.
The harsh things we speak.....the hurtful emotions that grow....can not be reversed!
It is like we cannot undo the consequences of a war.
Just like when Losing someone
I cannot regret that I would have spent more time....had been more nice.....or this or that....
I can just be there for them TODAY.
Make memories for tomorrow
Fill my heart with the love I share
Let it stay....let it be remembered
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