The sleep fight

Its late
Quite late
For a new mommy to be awake!
Specially if she's tired
If she has a restless day...
When her physical self has given up
But the mind looks like ....is still awake!
The heart still wants to feel more....good


***
It is so difficult to convince my mind
To make it go to sleep.......to make it believe ...today is over.....we have tomorrow to work again....
I don't belive in tomorrows now! Because they never come. What comes and stays is Today!

A LIFE I chose TODAY !

life is still a race

like it was a decade ago!

Honestly, 

every day was not happy or great for this timid one

but I have lived each day,

with dreams

some fears

a little hope

lot of efforts!

I am BETTER

I am climbing

I am achieving

I am happy...I can say that without a second thought

.....but it is still a race

to be happier...to be better......

to be beautiful....to be richer.....

But that was never my goal

because somewhere deep inside me

I have always been satisfied

with what ever came my way !

I never longed for more than what is enough.

So now on

I will not run to be better

I will stand by and watch the race...

I will enjoy my tea and my bun,

from a distant shade :)

I chose to be carefree from today :)

***I already feel happy writing this 

sometimes we write to feel good,

and sometime writing helps us decide

what the mind is upto....!