My heart grew bigger !

 You think I healed?

Good. If you believed!

I had a storm inside....that took alot of time...

The dreamer in me went missing since then...

It never settled...or was it waiting.......

For the thunder..or the rain.

I felt awkward....not in line...

When ever I took a step forward....

I was thrown back twice.

It wasn't working....

Untill the day.....rain took everything away!

What was hidden deep inside...

I witnessed it being washed away.

I cried like I lost myself....

For something that never meant.

Something precious that only I dreamt.....was broken.

And not every broken thing, can be repaired....I found.

That's when I realised

I could hear emptiness...speak...

Of how foolish I was!

To water a weed! 

You know how I felt then?

Instead of being in that state of sad....

I felt happy from inside!

Because I had done what I did!

And I had done everything right!

Not for once was I pretentious 

Or tried to hide.

Nor was I tired of trying!

Thats what helped me look through...

I realised I can never be healed...

Through the pain....or the loss...

I realised I can never escape some things...

there is no need to show a bold face!

I was waiting outside a closed door afterall

"Not Welcome" was the only sign it bore...

So I gathered all the courage,

To leave ...and never return...

And that was the time...when I realised...

Just like the brain grows with practice...

So does the heart after loss and gains!

My heart grew bigger! 

It learnt to let go...to give up....

It learnt to live with pain, suffer and 

It learnt to .....re start ! Reset ! Relive!